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Gratitude for Another Year!

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I am so grateful for all the love and support I get from y’all! Thank you for supporting my art; paintings, murals, videos, show openings, emails, etc! Without YOU, I would have no one to share my creativity with. I’m blessed beyond measure!

My Paula Beck book is all edited and ready to be laid out and have images added. Collecting all the images and editing them is time consuming. I’m going to go ahead and admit, it will most likely not be done in time for Christmas. It’s looking more like beginning of 2018.

That’s ok, since I couldn’t get that finished up in time, I’ve thrown another “to do” on my list! I’m putting a 2018 calendar together. Stay tuned for that as I hope to have them available by Christmas instead!

I’m in the design phase of two additional murals! One will be another exterior mural here in Albuquerque and the other is a FULL interior room in Las Cruces. I’m so stoked and grateful to keep going with the murals! Stay tuned for more time lapse videos.

I’m still recovering from having my final wisdom tooth pulled last Wednesday. It was a particularly stubborn tooth. My dentist spent quite a bit of time on this tooth. It did NOT want to leave my head! She drilled, pushed, pulled, hammered, drilled again, etc and on and on it went. When she finally pulled it out, I had begun to wonder if it would ever budge. I was wishing I had opted for the lights out option, so I wasn’t awake for all the work it took. The aftermath wasn’t pretty. For a couple of days afterward, it looked like I had a golf ball in my cheek, and by the 3rd day, I had quite a large bruise on my jaw that spread down to my neck. I’m still in pain, though the bruise is fading and the swelling has gone down. The dentist told me it would be a couple of weeks to full recovery. Week one down!

My next painting is already started in my mind, I just need to get back to painting! Hoping to have the energy to get it started this week. It’s going to be the cover image for the new Sunlight CD! We have finished all the recording, the mixing and mastering is in progress. Another project we hope to finish up at the beginning of 2018.

I have received word that I will be participating in another show at the New Mexico Cancer Center Gallery! I believe it will be the Spring show, March-May. I have to get busy painting for that one, I will basically need a full body of work, at least 20 paintings!

Needless to say, I’m busy and have my work cut out for me for the next 6 months! I cannot express in words my gratitude for the fact that I get to do what I love every single day. It’s not always an easy life, but it is definitely rewarding and exciting! I’m currently reading “Big Magic” by Elizabeth Gilbert and this section stood out for me today. I’ve had my share of frustration this year, but this sums it up perfectly!

“I was no stranger to disappointment and frustration. But I remember thinking that learning how to endure your disappointment and frustration is part of the job of a creative person. If you want to be an artist of any sort, it seemed to me, then handling your frustration is a fundamental aspect of the work—perhaps the single most fundamental aspect of the work.” ~Elizabeth Gilbert

Exactly.

May you have a wonderful day, week, month and year! ❤

PS, next week is the official beginning of the Holiday season! Stay tuned for my way to thank you for your support, an awesome Black Friday/Small Business Saturday sale!

 

 

 

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Creativity: Disappointment

New doll pattern cut out of linen canvas material

New doll pattern cut out of linen canvas material

Today I was working on a new doll pattern. This exploration has given me the opportunity to share a piece of the artist’s life with my readers. Not everything comes out the way you hope it will. I have experienced disappointment before. I’m used to it. For those young (or young at art), beginning artists out there, you are not alone! Even seasoned artists have to face disappointment from time to time. All you can do is try, and try again.

I wanted to cut some of the steps in my pattern, so today I drew up a new pattern with the arms and legs connected from the beginning. My other pattern had to be sewn piece by piece with the arms and legs connected to the body after they were sewn and stuffed. I am not thrilled with the result. The legs kinda look like chicken drumsticks!

New pattern, sewn and turned, you can see the holes in the leg seam

New pattern, sewn and turned, you can see the holes in the leg seam

One issue I hadn’t considered, is having to sew up the doll at the top of the head instead of at the bottom where the legs are connected. The head is rounded, which makes it really difficult to hand sew it shut. There is a reason the pattern was made the way it is.

The first doll I started today didn’t work out because I stitched the seams too close to the edge. I ended up with holes in the seam. The linen canvas I used was also a bit too stiff, hard to turn right side out after sewing. The red cotton fabric was easier to work with, but I still have the issue of sewing up the head. I may still be able to salvage that one, we shall see.

New pattern using the red cotton fabric, this one may still be salvageable.

New pattern using the red cotton fabric, this one may still be salvageable.

Another problem I discovered was putting the body together from the beginning was not a good use of my fabric. I had to use a much bigger piece to get the whole body cut out. When the arms and legs are detached, I can use more scrap pieces and less fabric overall.

I learned my lesson today. Back to the drawing board for another idea. Next time, I think I will keep the arms connected to the body, but leave the legs detached so I can sew them to the flat bottom and then sew up the body from there.

Both unfinished dolls, with stuffing the legs look even more like a chicken drumstick! LOL!

Both unfinished dolls, with stuffing the legs look even more like a chicken drumstick! LOL!

I hope to have something more interesting to share with y’all on Thursday. Today? It’s a wash, I will chalk it up to a learning experience and move on.