Another week has passed and we are finally home, at least for a few weeks. This past weekend we went through dad’s things and started moving things out of his house. It was way more emotionally difficult than I thought it would be. I had thought I was doing better, that is until we started clearing things out of his house. Then the emotions all flooded back in!
We are back home again and trying to get back to some semblance of a normal life. Time to get back to work and go on living. I keep hearing my dad saying “it’s time to move on”. I know he wouldn’t want me to sit around missing him and crying over him, but somehow that doesn’t help much. However, I know that moving on is what I have to do in order to get past my grief. Life does go on and I’m ready to get back to my life now. Sometimes I wish I could just forget that my dad is gone. I know that will never happen.
I’m sure everyone is getting sick of hearing me talk about it. Thank you to everyone who has left me a comment or emailed me with condolences. It really means a lot to know people are thinking about me. I will eventually post more about it but for now it’s time to move on…..I know, dad, I know, I should have moved on already!
So much of my work has backed up on me while I’ve been floating around the past 3 weeks. I am very ready to get back to painting everyday! Plus there is a grand opening of Chroma Studios to get busy planning.
Thanks again to everyone for all their love, support and good wishes the past few weeks. I love you all!